March 10, 2003 | 1:51 am
jake is not okay.

he didn't come down easily and he's still wondering what's real and what's not in his mind.

the guilt comes on, and it kills me to hear him tell me that he wants to do it again.

he's very depressed, and as much as i want to help, i don't know if i am in the shape to do it. i'm trying to just be there for him and encourage him to seek professional help.

i told him i'd go with him, each and every time. i told him i'd help him through it all the way.

i don't do as much for myself as i do for this boy. what does that mean?

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