May 11, 2003 | 1:08 am
it's a one way thing, now. this relationship. me trying to do things he wants or needs from me and trying to live my life all at the same time.

and his eyes are cold. he watches me cry until i'm weak and i pass out cold. he distances himself from me just out of reach - it's as if he wants to show me he's here and around but he won't come to me without me asking.

i have no pride, i have no ambition, i'm all heart.

this cannot possibly be love. he holds me so close and whispers so many things that i want to believe but he won't answer his phone because he "doesn't feel like it" and his twenty minutes to call me back are an hour.

when will i be strong enough to realize i'm nothing to him?

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