i'm naked inside my fear
the naked truth.


December 26, 2003 | 3:55 pm
i'm doing anything possible to avoid going to work at five.

i haven't spoken to my boss, but frankly, i don't need to go to work anyway.

i'm speaking of nino's, where i work at a service bar. if it's not busy, every fifteen or twenty minutes i might fix a water or a coke or an iced tea.

it's not often that i fix cocktails, but when i do, it's usually for the larger tables.

i also pour wine by the glass, but we all know there's not a lot that goes into that.

when i'm not working, the waiters fix them themselves, or the waiter without tables will fix drinks for the other waiters.

three waiters and one bartender. am i needed? not when it's slow. not when there are only two tables.

there are rarely any tables before 6:30. so i left a voicemail asking my boss if i can just come in then.

i just hate standing around the place looking at ben and feeling uncomfortable.

we could talk before, but ever since the awkardness of our "date" i don't have a lot to say to him.

shit. my boss still hasn't called and i should be leaving my house in about thirty minutes. i guess that means i should start getting ready.

i fucking hate work.

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