January 07, 2003 | 8:35 pm
today was a terrible day.

the thing is, nothing bad happened. yesterday tons of bad things happened, but today... nothing. i woke up at 11 and got to work at 12:30; i worked until 5 and went to the tanning bed (which is more about relaxing to me, it's one of the best feelings in the world to be soaking up rays); went to sarah's and visited with her, came home and took a relaxing shower... haven't eaten anything...

yet i feel as if i am going to explode. it's the worst feeling in the world to want to cry but not be able to. the tears just aren't there.

fuck prozac. give me a refillable xanax or something. hook me up with some vicadin... that would ease the pain. but prozac? it can kiss my ass.

because i still feel like it would be better if i just wasn't around.

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