i'm naked inside my fear

November 08, 2002 | 10:23 am
i am so tired. and does it end?

the answer is no. it doesn't EVER end.

all i want to do is not be accountable for anything.

maybe i should talk to vivian about my responsibility issues.

see, i've been raised to take on a million things and do well in them all. i've recently found this is impossible, and i should quit some of the things i'm involved in. but what is there to quit now?

so i want to quit everything. i don't want to go to school and i don't want to go to work and i just want to sleep for a week. hell, i wouldn't even go out for groceries.

i just want to stay home.

technically i can sleep this weekend. but with a presentation hanging over my head (myself and one other female talking for an hour and a half before a class of fifty) i don't think i will be able to. there is just too much to get done before next wednesday.

i see vivian on tuesday. maybe she'll prescribe some soma or paxil or something.

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