i'm naked inside my fear
the naked truth.


September 29, 2002 | 2:28 am
Things that do not help:

1. four big drinks

2. only eating a banana before consuming four big drinks

3. being with another boy

4. seeing the boy i'm actually interested in while i'm with another boy

5. many, many shots, provided by the friends of the boy that i want (the same boy that won't even go to a concert with me, even though i broke down and asked)

6. kissing other boys. why? it doesn't do anything for me. all i think of is just kissing this one boy...

7. receiving love from the kitten that i adopted on the night that i had a first date with said boy. although he is the father, he has -sucked- at his duties and the poor thing remaines fatherless. and i won't even use the "b" word. so, there. that doesn't help, either, tequila.

8. hearing "are your tits real??" all night. yes. touch them if you feel you need to. i'm nineteen, and yes, my tits are real. and they're okay, not that nice, so don't obsess over them. i don't.

things that do (or, might??) help:

1. kissing the boy that i've wanted to kiss since saturday before last when i got a sucky kiss. or, just, not the kind of kiss i WANTED.

and in other news...

time to go to sleep.

i'm soo drunk, and writing this has taken me too long. and i'm only writing because i was requested to.

so, fuck. good night.

laura


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