February 16, 2004 | 2:27 pm
i spent the entire night last night in tears on my bed. well, it seemed like the entire night. a few minutes short of two hours for sure.

and i wrote five pages worth of rambling -- nothingness. my feelings, my emotional nonsense.

why am i so unhappy? why do i feel so broken?

and then i told someone i thought i was damaged goods, and i wish i could have a sign on me saying so. i think a lot of time would be saved in doing so.

maybe i'll make a shirt.

for now i need to study. check back later and i might just include some of the nonsense i wrote on the looseleaf.

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ryan's flying out to a job interview on friday for the weekend and i can't help but think that he'll be spending the weekend with his ex-girlfriend. who interviews friday night through sunday night? more on this later also.

before | after

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