i'm naked inside my fear
the naked truth.


April 05, 2005 | 10:52 am
joshua took a plea bargain yesterday. he got off on the methodone charges but pled guilty to cultivation of marijuana, a felony.
he's a felon.
he should be out by now, but for some reason there's a problem with his paperwork and he's still in prison. i could barely sleep last night because i was so anxious to go there and get him.
i've been searching for jobs in the classifieds and i'm becoming very sad because he can never own a gun (so he can't be an armed guard) and he can't pass a criminal background check. since he never finished high school and only had a year of college, these are the only semi-good jobs he can get. all he can do is manual labor or maybe mcdonalds. i'm really messed up about it.
the good thing, though, is that he c an file under article 893 when he's done with probation and have the felony wiped from his record.
the very bad thing is that he has five years probation and has to abide by all laws or he will be sentenced to ten years in prison.
oh. my.
i'm trying to put my faith in him, but it's so hard.

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