December 23, 2004 | 3:32 am
i don't feel normal and i want to talk to mr. dr. about meds but i'm afraid he'll chalk it up as holiday blues.
the truth is, though, i feel like it cannot be chalked up as holiday blues. i feel like this started long before then but i just waited it out for the move back home and now i'm waiting it out for the holidays to be over and forever i'll be waiting it out until i can be normal and feel normal again.
i go back to work tomorrow. hopefully that environment will help, although i'm afraid seeing my beautifully thin coworkers will trigger me.
we'll see. at least in the smallest way i can feel.

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