i'm naked inside my fear
the naked truth.


March 06, 2003 | 3:31 am
i'm giving up alcohol for lent.

yes. this is no mistake.

after dr. fucking trask told me he thought i was an alcoholic, i didn't drink for three weeks.

it was hell.

problem was, i worked at a miserable bar a the time and i couldn't bare to be completly sober at work.

at r0t0los, i feel i am in a much safer environment. i'm happier with what i do and i don't feel as if i need to be intoxicated to do it. sure, throughout the night several people will offer to buy me shots. that's something i'll have to turn down, though, and i really don't feel like it will be a problem.

no drinking for lent. jake won't be too upset with this one. if anything, he hates my drinking. he's not impressed when i don't remember entire conversations.

so i told him not to say anything important when i was drinking, but the fact of the matter is, i don't see him for long periods of time as it is and when i would have a long period of time away from work or school i was usually drinking.

so no more, for thirty-nine more days.



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